Wednesday, November 10, 2010

A Slave to Temptation

What if you were tempted...everyday...all day? I don't mean tempted by something like a Lamborgini or some other ridiculous fantasy...but something obtainable...something personal...something special. A ghost of memories past begin to take true form and I spill my guts to this purple phantasm. I am truthful...real...and confused. I don't know what to expect (or even if I expect anything)...I don't know what I want...but I do know I don't want anyone to be hurt.

The truth may set u free...but it may destroy someone else. So what do u do? Speak truth and risk a civil war...or stay quiet and remain a slave within a prison of your secret temptations.

I choose the latter. I am the person always looking to save someone...someone who wants happiness throughout the world. So for now...I will take the pain...I will stay enslaved...I will risk my freedom for the happiness of others...just know...whoever u are...where ever u may be...my pain is nothing compared to your happiness.

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

The Remedy- the Interuption: Alternate Ending

Note: At the end of "Reciprocating: The Remedy" the man and woman lay in bed together wrapped in ecstasy. With that in mind...the story has a short alternate ending with a little humor...enjoy.

*KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK*

She groans at the knocking, "What an awful time for a visitor."

"I know", I replied. "I'm going to go see who it is."

I get out of bed slide into a robe and proceed towards the door.

"Who is it?"

"The police. Open up please."

I couldn't understand why the police were at my house but I guess I was going to find out. I open the door to see two police officers standing with their hands on their holsters and I am nervous.

"Is there something I can help you with officers?"

"Yeah we got a complaint of loud noises coming from this apartment. One of your neighbors said it sounded like domestic violence."

-_-....

Erotic Fiction- "Reciprocating: The Remedy" (Part 2)

This is a continuation of Foreplay: Secret to a Sexy Evening. If you haven't read it please click the link and read. It's always better to read in order =D.
I open my eyes slowly to see her smiling around my waist line. I pull her up towards me and lay with her...staring into her crystal clear eyes feeling warmer as every second passes.

"That was amazing." I said to her as my nose pressed up gently upon hers...my lips inches from hers and our bodies intertwined with one another.

She giggled, "Well thanks. I'm a little out of practice though. I'm glad you couldn't tell."

"What do you mean out of practice?" I asked.

"I don't want to talk about it. I didn't mean to bring it up." She began to slowly push away. I could feel myself losing her and I realized there was a lot about this beautiful woman I didn't know.

I pushed her back into my arms, wrapped my legs around hers and held her until she began to smile.

"I really like you", I told her. "You're the most amazing woman I've met and I don't want you to feel uncomfortable in anyway. When you're ready to talk to me...I'm ready to listen."

She sighed and looked at me. She looked into my eyes like I've looked into her. I can't tell you exactly what she saw but her face brightened up after her gaze and I saw new life in her.

"I feel very comfortable with you", she said. "None of that would have happened otherwise. I'll tell you because I have nothing more to lose at this point." At that moment I felt a little reluctant. I thought she was going to tell me she'd been in jail for the last year or something ridiculous.

"My last relationship wasn't the best. I dated him on and off for a few years. Most recently, we were dating for about a year and a half almost two...but the relationship was flawed. He was an amazing guy. Very caring, supportive, attractive, and best of all he was a great friend."

"What was the issue then?", I asked. "He sounds like a great guy."

"Well the issue was..." She was reluctant to tell me. You could see the this was eating her up inside. "My ex and I weren't intimate for a long time."

"What's a long time?", I asked.

Hesitant she replied, "A few weeks..."

"That's not THAT bad." I hastily replied trying to comfort her.

"Well...It was a few weeks that quickly turned into almost a year. But for seven months straight we didn't do anything. No sex...no kissing...no touching." I was shocked. How could a sexy girl like this be deprived of sex. Who was the asshole not making love to this gorgeous creature.

"Wow...I didn't expect that. I'm sorry. I hope I'm not too forward when I ask you if he cheated on you."

"Well he did before but that's not the reason he wasn't touching me." I was intrigued when she told me this. I figured if your not sleeping with this girl you at the VERY least better be hooking up with someone else.

"I went through his phone. Not something I normally do but I mean after seven months...I needed some answers...and the one's he was giving me were old and tired. So when I checked his phone there were a lot of text messages to Patty. I looked at these text messages and man were they dirty. Patty was was basically telling my ex all the different positions a blow job was possible from. I got very upset and decided to call this bitch from his phone. As the phone rings I'm trying to figure out what I want to say...then all of a sudden in a deep voice.

'Hey baby. I was waiting for you to get ride of that girl and come jump on this di...'"

"ALRIGHT! I got it."

We continued to talk to each other, continued to laugh on a bed of bliss. Seeing her soft smile and her tender eyes sinks my body into comfort. All these feelings are making me thirsty.

"I'm going to get something to drink. Do you want anything?"

She responded smiling, "Yeah, some water would be great. Thanks."

I wrapped a towel around my waist and walked out of my bedroom, around the corner to the kitchen. As I open the door to the refrigerator, I notice ice in the freezer. I've known this girl for a few days...I might want to use the ice for another time.

I grab a glass and pour some water for my parched throat. The cold water runs down my body, cooling down every inch of it until it settles in my stomach, coating it with a sense of relief. I refill the glass with water and walk back to the bedroom where she waits for me.

As I walk into the bedroom with her water she's out of the bed and walking over toward me...slowly...and seductively.

"I changed my mind...I don't want any water...I want some cream."

My eyes opened in amazement at her forwardness...she's a keeper.

"So...you don't want the water then?"

She smiles and throws the glass of water out the room and it lands softly on the carpet...the water spills everywhere. She grabs my towel and rips it from around my waste...throwing it across the room.

"You won't need that", she teases.

She slides her hands across my face and grabs the back of my head pulling my lips onto hers. I grab her her shapely ass and pick her up. Her legs wrap around mine and squeeze with her body screaming for some attention.

I lay her down on the bed slowly...lift my lips from hers...and smile.

"It's your turn."

She smiles in response and bites her lip. I begin to kiss her lips then move down to her neck...kissing and massaging her with my tongue...listening to her moans. My hands roam on her breasts and move slowly down her body...my fingers sliding down her chest...then her stomach...and around her waist...making her shiver.

My lips continue their adventure down towards her supple breasts. My lips cover her erect nipples and my tongue massages them. Her legs shake and her hands grab my head and push me further down. She knows what she wants and she wants it now.

I move down...leaving kisses all over her stomach as i move in between her legs. Her legs, cold and untouched, begin to warm up as my lips begin to explore the soft skin on her thighs. From one thigh to the next, she clenches and gyrates to control her overwhelming feeling to jump up and take control of the situation, but she's mine right now.

Cleanly shaven, I can see the rosy color her lips hold. I massage the outside with my fingers...I hear her squeal. She begins to get very hot as her lips slowly opened and yearned for my tongue. I moved in close to taste her sweet nectar and explore her slice of heaven.

"Eat me..." she moans.

I can no longer deny her what she's been waiting for. My tongue moves further in between her legs, licking her soft and sensually on her thighs as it does. I can see how moist she has become...how hot and ready she is for me to taste her sex. I hold her legs apart as my tongue dives in and massages her sensitive skin. The taste of her skin and her juices are intoxicating. She bucks her hips back and forth with each flick of my  tongue. Her legs wrap around my back and my hands grasp her ample bottom from underneath. I squeeze her...she jerks her hips upwards and pushes herself even further into me. My tongue loose on a rampage...painting a mural in between her...making her sweat...making her quiver. I remove one of my soft hands from under her and slide it up her creamy skin following the heat and wetness in between her. My hand reaches its destination and aids my tongue on its quest for her bliss.

My tongue moves further up to her little pearl and my fingers slip inside her tantalizing, moist cavern. She lets out a loud yelp and firmly grabs my hair. I can hear the whispers of "oh my god!" turn into loud screams as I begin to move faster and faster. I can feel her toes curl up tight...(I move faster)...her back arch...(and faster)...her eyes rolling back...(and faster)...her hands clenching...(and faster)...reaching for that peak...

"OH MY GOOOD!"

I can feel her body shake and tighten up for seconds as I slow down. Her body loosens up and, exhausted, she curls up on the bed giggling and smiling. I lay down behind her...wrapping my arms around her exquisite body and laying my cheek on hers. We lay together...satisfied and wrapped in ecstasy.

(Stay tuned for the finally of this series in months to come.)

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

The Beach

The beach, for the most part, is a place to go during the summer to beat the heat and do something fun with some
friends. That's the typical reason...I'll share with you mine.

If you haven't figured it out by now with all my talk of nature and stuff, I love the Earth and all its beauties and hopefully will see of much of that beauty as I can before my life comes to an end. Currently I'm in Rochester, NY laying on a green towel, smoking a red hookah with a Peacoat on and a great person to hang with. Looking into the infinite ocean you realize what the world really has to offer. Working the 9-5 jobs, paying bills, and going to school can sometimes hinder you from stopping and really looking at the world we inhabit. None of the things that we have today, computers included, would be possible unless the world didn't provide us with the materials possible for it.

Looking at the ocean's movements...its push and pulls...you can escape for a moment and visualize all the mysteries and amazement that awaits for you past the horizon...beyond the sunset...beyond your daily thoughts. Expand your world...your creativity...your mind.

As I write this on my iPhone I can see the sunset...and the moonrise. I can see the world shift from day to night. The sky to the west is painted with orange, yellow, red and pink. The sunset dims the sky for the rise of the blood moon. In the east the moon, dark red works its way up higher into the sky with each passing minute...becoming lighter in color with each second. I am truly watching life...and that it what the beach is to me...a movie theater for life beauties.

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Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Foreplay- The Secret to a Sexy Evening (Part 1)


We laugh from our night out together. I take her back to my place to end the night smoothly. I wasn't 100% sure which way I should go about initiating the end of the night event but I figured she was expecting a little sensualism. She probably figured I would go in, have her sit on the couch, dim the lights, get a bottle of wine and enjoy the night. I had a different approach.

*CRASH*

I grab her and pin her into my wall shattering the mirror next to me. She moans with excitement and surprise. She flips me around and pins me to the wall. I laugh and she smiles and says, "You thought you were the only rough one?"

"I did...but now I'm glad I'm not.", I responded. She smiles back at me and pushes up against me and begins to massage my lips with her own. I run my hands down her stomach and wrap around her soft butt. I squeeze her...she moans. She nibbles on my bottom lip and I thrust her body further into mine. She picks one leg up and wraps it around my thigh. I grab the leg lift it slightly and run my hand down her leg, up her thigh and in between her legs. I rub her skin and massage around her vagina slowly...easing her into comfort. Her lips break away from mine. She squirms and moans deeply. Her eyes closed, drowning in ecstasy, while she bites her lip to keep from screaming.

My hand moves to her lace panties and teases her. I rub her softly and slowly through her underwear. My hand goes deeper and pulls her panties to the side and feels the heat coming from in between. My hands on the bottom of her ass rub on her soft lips. She gasps slightly and moans. She grabs the back of my head and pulls me toward her. She finds comfort and control in my lips. She kisses me while she makes her soft noises and rocks her hips back and forth. Her body is screaming for more...so I give it to her. I thrust my finger into her warm, wet center. She yelps and bites her lips. Her face so close to mine I hear her moaning, "Oh yeah!" I massage the inside, around the soft walls and deep inside. One of her hands leaves my head and slides down to my pants. My erect "partner in crime" has been suffocating in his cage...now he's going to be let out.

She rubs the bulge in my pants slowly and firmly. Her warm soft hands creep in between my belt and work their way down my pants and onto my erect penis. She firmly grabs the shaft and rubs it soft and slow. The heat from her hand turns me on and we are both touching each other and we're ready to fuck.

I take her hand out of my pants...I remove my hand from in between her legs. My hands grasp her ample butt and lift her in the air. As I walk towards the bedroom our lips interlock again. She passionately squeezes my body, yearning to be naked and out of the restrains called "clothes". I toss her on the bed and see her on her back and look at her eyes. With a seductive look in her eye and her juicy lips yearning for more...I creep up on the bed slowly...kissing her pedicured feet, then her silky soft legs, then her warm thighs. I sneak in between her legs and teasingly lick her wetness over her soaked panties. She shivers as my tongue massages over her area...and I slowly work my tongue up towards her waist. I begin to kiss her soft, flat stomach while my hands reach her breasts and rub them. I pull the dress off her luscious body leaving her in her sexy lace lingerie.

She sits up...grabs me and flips me
around. Now I'm on the bottom while she takes control. She rips my buttoned shirt off and unbuckles my belt. She smiles slyly at me and begins to kiss me. While straddling me, she unbuttons and unzips my pants. She removes my pants and leaves me in my boxer briefs. She flips my boxer briefs over and out pops her play toy. Her eyes widen at the sight of it and she smiles. She begins to creep further down my body until she reaches the dessert she's been waiting for.

Her mouth feels warm and soft against my shaft. Her tongue massaging the head of my erect masculinity and driving me wild. I grab her hair and follow her heads motions. She runs her hands up my chest and stomach and scratches on her way down. The feeling left me cringing for control.

She begins to move faster and harder. She begins to use her hands along with her mouth and I can barely take it. The waves are rushing through my body and I begin to tingle all over. She makes small moans with each thrust in her mouth and I can hold it in no longer. "Oh shit!"

Perfection.

(Stay tuned for part 2 "The Remedy"..the girl needs some loving too right? =P)

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Hypocrisy

To those of you that read my blog a lot, I apologize for not having written in a while. There have just been moments of fatigue for me and like Niche said, "even the strongest have their moments of fatigue" and boy have I been fucking fatigued.

Yesterday I was talking with a friend of memories past and thinking of my high school days. Boy did some shit come out. We talked about my earlier life in middle school, junior high, and high school. In middle school and junior high I was short and kinda round. I wasn't exactly the guy girls would look at and be like, "OMG he's so cute. Do you think he likes me?" I was more the guy girls would talk to and say, "OMG...everyone else but you is soo cute. Do you think any of them like me?" It was hard to have real confidence when you're that young and nothing really works for you. You see everyone making out...your fat friends, your geeky friends (yup), your violent friends, and even your best friend. Everyone locked in moments of passion...and you...creepy as shit just stand there and watch and wonder why that's not you. Sigh....4th to 8th grade with that crap.

Then there was high school...and this is where the conversation got interesting. When I got to high school i figured things would be different. People wouldn't really know me and the stigma of me being the short pudgy kid would go away; negative. High school was basically the same shit. Let me explain to you what my problem was. There were gangsters, drug dealers, psychopaths, and ASSHOLES in my high school. ALL of them hooked up with girls. I got my first kiss, at 14, with a girl I actually wanted to kiss...but i fucked that up. Telling someone they taste like chicken after a kiss isn't funny and doesn't help the mood so kids...don't do that shit. What used to really annoy me is the guys that were the biggest assholes in the world getting the hottest girls in school. The reason that people call sexy girl airheads...is because of that shit. When a guy is known for being an asshole...for playing girls...for cheating on girls...for talking shit behind their backs...for blatently being someone dispicable...you probably shouldn't go out with them. Oh what's that dumb pretty girl? Oh you're already dating him? Oh he's different with you? Oh he's calling you? Ok call me back........*Ring ring* Hey that was fast. Oh he broke up with you? He cheated on you? With your best friend? And bragged about it? And your best friend didn't tell you? And your hurt because he didn't seem to care? You want me to make you feel better? FUCK YOU! You should have known what you were getting youself into because everyone told you and frankly if you didn't know what kind of guy he was...you had no business dating him and this is now your punishment. Had you gone out with a guy who doesn't do any of that shit...you'd probably be happy and smiling and if you're really lucky you could be in love but noooo that guy isn't your type. That's because your type of guy has to spit on you in order for you to like him. You enjoy yourself then.

Woo...that felt good =) That was a lot of pent up anger towards girls in general. They go out with public assholes and then complain that they weren't treated right or that they are...what's that?...oh right...ASSHOLES! The hypocrisy is that they want a good guy so bad...and yet they go for all the guys who are exciting and stab people on the weekends for kicks and giggles. I told one girl who I had a crush on this yesterday and she said...well you never stepped up and told me. My response was...would it have made a difference? Would we have dated had I told you how I felt? She had no response...because as much as people don't want to follow the norms of high school...they exist and they subliminally run many high schoolers right into the arms of guys who will simply give them the clap.

Then the miracle happened...I got a real girlfriend and it felt like a real relationship at the age of 16. I tried to be the type of boyfriend I always dreamed of being. She was the first girl I bought a present for, the first to receive flowers (fake but baby steps right?) from me, the first girl I called my valentine. She was the first girl I had sex with and she was the first girl who crushed my itty bitty heart. After dating for 3 months...she decided to tell me she cheated on me with a guy from church. Wow...talk about fucked up. In the end it didn't work out...and we broke up. At that point I didn't think I was ready to be a boyfriend...and that what I had to offer required me to find a girl that I needed to take my time with. Get to know her and figure out what I want. I'm no where near done but some responses would be great. I'll finish this later. Gotta organize some more thoughts. This is a amuse bouche of what is yet to come.

Friday, July 2, 2010

Movie Review: The Last Airbender



Everyone has been asking about this movie and heard that it wasn't that good but won't believe it because it looks amazing. Let's clear this all up right now. The reason it looks amazing is because it does. The special effects are amazing. All the elements and the bending was amazing. Appa looked great in "realistic CG", Momo look really cool too. Avatar state was pretty sick although i wish his eyes were open and not closed so we could see more blue light but that's just a little gripe. I'll put it in terms everyone can understand: The Last Airbender was a sexy 22 year old girl with a banging body who has a Pre-K education.

I am a huge fan of the show. It is rare to find a show today that combines teamwork, heart, courage, and great action all in one without it being corny. The show was amazing and if you haven't seen it...SHAME ON YOU! The show really isn't just for kids and has a great story to it. One of the things that made the show amazing was the premise and how in depth the story really went in immersing you into the world of bending. The characters and story were so iconic you really could visualize or relate to the story on a personal level. The show also included great twists and turns in it that kept everyone on edge and excited to see what happens next. Everything of what was right with the TV show...was wrong with the movie.

I understand that a movie cannot bring the exact same feel to the big screen. There is no way in hell that 20 half hour episodes would completely and seamlessly translate into a two hour movie (maybe three hours but you need James Cameron for that). I can appreciate that because you can't fit everything into one movie you must change around some things. I can also appreciate that we can't see Aang or Katara or anyone of the benders bending in every scene at all times like we did on the show. That's WAY too much money. These are all things that must be taken into account when watching any "live action" movie version of ANYTHING. With all that said...M. Night Shyamalan really dropped the ball.

If you were a fan or at least watched the show you'll know that one of the greatest things about the show was the comradery and the group dynamic that Aang, Soka, Kitara, Appa and Momo had. There was NONE of that in this movie. They were together for maybe...20min of the movie. While watching the movie, it felt really rushed. They fast forwarded through fight scenes sometimes, did a lot of voice over narration and simply didn't connect any of the characters together. The only two characters that had a deep connection that you felt were Soka and Princess Yuei and I really think that's only because they kissed. There were simply too many holes and too many flaws to really put a recommendation into the movie. Not to mention that the 3D was a gimmick. If your making a movie in 3D then start it in 3D. Don't convert it afterwords because that's the thing to do. It's annoying and your shitting on your own movie. 3D is not worth it. If you have nothing else to watch I guess check it out but frankly...you should rent it from the $1 boxes at the grocery store because it's not worth full price. I feared this was going to happen with Shymalan as the director but I had high hopes. My hopes were shattered. I feel like a fat kid who was excited at seeing an Ice Cream store...stopped at it...and found out the ice cream had all melted and spoiled. I left the theater upset and pensive about what were the good parts about the movie and all I could think of was...seeing Appa in CG and the bending. Nothing else was really good. Worst of all...had that not been based on a TV show...the movie still would not have been that good. Sigh...How depressing. It was a HIGHLY anticipated movie that was shot to hell. Save your money and you save your souls. Don't go see this movie in theaters...period.

PS. If you watched the show...you know what happens at the Northern Water Tribe against the Fire Nation. Yeah...not so much in the movie. It was something I wanted to see but got robbed again.

Any questions or further elaboration don't hesitate to comment or message.