Apparently...A Person CAN Run Through Your Head All the Time

I haven't talked to her in a long time...and I miss her. I miss the calmness she gave me, the caring she showed, and the fun we always had together. Seeing my phone go off and seeing her face is the second best feeling in the world but the best feeling is knowing that she's happy. But I haven't really talked to her in so long that I can't really know how she feels. I know that she's been going through a lot of relationship issues lately and all I want is for her to keep that smile on her face. A lot has been changing in my life. Maybe I'm at the point in my life where I realize that what I put stock in when I was younger won't exactly be there for me later down the line. These last few months have been full of disappointment and sadness. It almost feels like one of those "life trials" in which i would have to overcome my obstacles instead of avoiding them. I hope I hear from her soon and I hope she's doing well...this...was just an entry of one day of everyday that I miss her.